when it started

it all started a few months ago, i think- on a weekend? I dunno...just....forgot...

but other times...i see flashes of the operator...no...not like he stays and harasses me...no...

flashes like, last night..i saw a flash, he look hurt, like he needed help, since i was used to it, i just nodded it off and continued reading wattpad, if you know what this is...please...forget about what you know, what you've heard is a lie- he never leaves you...